Tarew, thankyou for the information. No, a game is not what I am looking for. I am looking for people who study the mythological history of or practice the art if wizardry. I want to create from information I gather my own wizard, not use someone else's. I want to get to know attitudes, and blend them all together in my imagination and come up with a resentful character that somehow gets over it and becomes good again. But not in the usually Disney and they lived happily ever after style. I need to create someone who is a freak in the head who learns to get along for the sake of whatever.
Debra